Category: Diary

Diary Entries

Join the rebirth!

FeaturedJoin the rebirth!

Welcome! My blog has been reborn!

I’ve just been done importing all major events of my life in this blog, in order to be able to pick-up again from today! I sure wish you the best in getting a little peek, inside my life of yesterday, today and tomorrow!

This first project will go on with the same goals as before, with a pen stronger than ever!

The second project will be Autiboi, A diary completely dedicated to living with Asperger (ASS: Autism Spectrum Syndrome) and ADHD (Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Syndrome).

If you got any comments, shoot away!

A few starters can be found at the About page and the Featured

I love to love and hate to hate!

I love to love and hate to hate!

I hate to be single, but I will survive and my heart will only grow stronger, ready for the one to feel it;

I love to be single, because I got to care less, but yet again, I have always been a caring person in many regards.

I hate to be different, because it is difficult to be indifferent, to form and maintain human relations and possibilities;

I love to be different because that is what we humans are. If we would not be different in the first place, there would be no diversity. Imagine an entire world made out of black and white colors. Continue reading “I love to love and hate to hate!” →

How does my love work?

How does my love work?

I can love anyone who is blonde, long, short, black haired, african, bi, brown or blue eyes, gay or straight, long haired, boy or girl, thick or thin, asian or caucasian, poor or rich..

My universal love towards people is towards who and how they are instead of from where they are. This combined with my autism, makes me an entire political challenge in that available spectrum. Continue reading “How does my love work?” →

Aggression against traveller [dutch]

Aggression against traveller [dutch]

This is the official complaint letter (in Dutch) to the Nederlandse Spoorwegen.

To read how the story went in English; click here!

Agressie tegenover reiziger – NS

Geachte Mevrouw, Mijnheer,

Dit onvoorstelbaar voorval heb ik op dinsdag 25 november 2014 meegemaakt op een treinreis van Antwerpen naar Den Haag (trein 1222 van 10:36). Graag zou ik willen dat u deze klacht ter harte neemt en eventueel gevolg aan zou kunnen geven worden. Continue reading “Aggression against traveller [dutch]” →

Banana not for every mouth!

Banana not for every mouth!

First of all, take that hand out of my trousers.

Good, If you wonder what that was, yes, it was a big banana and I might be glad to see you but you might not be the monkey to eat it. Secondly you do not come closer than 2 feet to my lips except if you are a chilled glass with a nice beverage.

If you don’t know me in real life; then don’t be judge, jury and executioner on me. Don’t base your facts on a photo; it’s not even a second of a lifetime. If you want to get in touch with me you better have an open mind, a sense of tolerance and respect or you are out.

Don’t you want to be a friend of me? I’ll share some wisdom with you: Accept me like I am; an individual person with a voice and a sharp mind. Continue reading “Banana not for every mouth!” →

Hello Pot, I am Kettle!

I just got called “vuile homo” (filthy gay) from a car driver with his passenger, with laughter, which escalated quickly towards trying to drive me over in most stupid and clumsy way. I was neutrally dressed, altho in a OnePiece with short hair.

Dear f*cked up stranger; I don’t got any problems with the fact you don’t know my sexual orientation by just looking at me, since it usually belongs mostly “inside the bedroom” at home and it doesn’t even matter, but trying to drive me over by a figment in your imagination is over the limit.

Next to that, the clothes you wear were also not a standard habit in our culture, so dear POT, I am KETTLE, want to step into my glass house?!..

‪#‎nodiscrimination‬ ‪#‎respect‬ ‪#‎liveandletlive‬

Stepping Stones of Life

Stepping Stones of Life

When I am feeling down, I often think about “stepping stones”.

Each stone you throw in the water will create a bigger bridge, to allow you to cross to the other side of the water.

Each action which brings you closer to your goal will make you happy and bring you at a moment to the other side. How heavy these rocks may weight..

I’ve also got a strict rule in life, I will always keep my smile, even when it’s completely impossible or uncalled for …

With statistics you can prove anything!

With statistics you can prove anything!

The problem of today is that everyone needs to fit in a category. It starts where science, faith and its added prejudice melts together to a standard for everyone. Everyone needs to belong in a certain category because everything can be statistically proven.

Even our children are being prepared to a consumption standard and to perform as best as possible. When they don’t perform well; they will be given stimulants to perform better as expected by their parents. Continue reading “With statistics you can prove anything!” →

Life is too short for assumptions!

Life is too short for assumptions!

Look at this as a long rant, a few pages from a book which you have been reading. That book is called reality and it gets to you around you in full three-dimensional projection. It gives you senses to smell, look and hear; but there is more inside of you and that’s happiness and sadness, to be frightened and attracted to which lives around us. It’s because reality is so hard to change, because it happens day after day with cause and effect, where we have so little to say in. It’s time in it’s purest form. Continue reading “Life is too short for assumptions!” →

It’s always the easy way!

It’s always the easy way,
talking words through the Internet highway,
golden words, golden thougths, “the golden promise”,
although I am not exactly named Saint Thomas…

It’s always the easiest way,
mostly it doesn’t make the 21th day,
everything is so great over that computer chat,
but in real everything could be not really all that… Continue reading “It’s always the easy way!” →

Troy, a kindof special name!

Troy … it’s kindof a special name …
I have heard it before, as the horse of Troy,
but also as Troy in the movie(2) and also with the nice vocals of Sinead O’Connor(3)(only this Troy I know is sure NOT a lawyer!)

Troy, the guy I know, is somebody I will remember for my entire life … He changed me in a lot of things, he learned me to be extrovert instead of introvert. Continue reading “Troy, a kindof special name!” →

Almost beaten to death …

Saturday night, 14th may 2004, me, Pi (my soulmate) and Jo (a good friend who wanted a ride to central station) went to my car. At the other end of the street there are 2 heavy men with black uniforms walking towards us.

Jo wanted to close the door while I was already standing at the door of the drivers side. Suddenly the 2 guys jump to the door of Jo, pull it open and the guys start to bash Jo in my car by kicking in his face with combats.

Pi was sitting in the back all safe, Jo tried to protect himself and I did not know what was happening when I saw it happening through my window of the car. Continue reading “Almost beaten to death …” →

Who am I, really?!

Who am I, really?!

A lot of people ask me what I do in life, my hobbies, etc… I will try to make things more clear about myself in this article. I also try to let you know how I think, what my values are in life.

I am a very complex somebody, I have my own words, my own ways, my own thoughts and my own way of acting. I do not consider myself part of any selective society. I am part of a lot of cultures on this world. I consider myself most to be skater because of my clothes and my hobbies. I do not consider myself to be 100% pure Belgian. Do I actually belong on this planet??? Continue reading “Who am I, really?!” →